Nell wakes before dawn, while the
rooster remains furled in his coop. She touches her father’s old revolver on
the bed stand. She eyes the muzzle, black and scarred, as she tugs on her
father’s boots. The heels echo throughout the squat one-story prairie
house––her small bedroom leading to the short hallway with the spare kitchen on
the left and the anterior reading room with an oak rocking chair. The
half-empty china cabinet rattles from beside the rocking chair when the front
door slams shut.
With the sun gleaming high above,
she rides an aged warhorse along her property lines, letting him steer their
normal course. They jog past large tracts of land, but barely half of it
seeded: wheat and barley mostly. The earth is well cared for, the golden crops
healthy and marketable.
She pats his mane and says, “Not
too bad, Ulysses.” Muscles ripple in the horse's neck, and she traces a finger
along his quivering ridges. He neighs and whisks his large head from side to
side. She smiles and pulls him northward in time to see a small plume of smoke
rising behind a hill. The shot’s sound reaches her seconds later. Nell bites
her lip. She tries to pull Ulysses back to the house, but he resists her and
snorts in the direction of the rising smoke.
They crest the hill as two riders
push their horses beyond her borders. She glares, and they look back from the
top of another hill. One waves a hat, the other a rifle. They leave, and she
wonders for how long. The dust swirls behind them, hanging in the air, and
looking like a far-off rain.
Beneath her horse’s glistening and
heaving flanks, a man lies on the ground, groaning, and squeezes his eyes in
prayer and pain––oblivious to the woman watching him. His mouth trembles, words
spilling out like the crimson streak spreading from his hip. Motes of dust rise
up from the blood’s path over the trampled soil.
Nell
remembers herself at five years of age, scared and miniature and shoved aside
while men pummel her father to a pulp. The crash of china mutes the whispering
of a dying man.
He looks at her, eyes struggling to
focus, lips trembling. “Afternoon ma’am.” She stares at the gun in his hand,
his empty holster stitched with a rearing horse, and bullets belted to his
waist. A wide brimmed hat tumbles in the breeze, edges splattered red. The
man’s eyes close, and Ulysses whinnies.
She kneels beside him, his face
frozen in agony. With a cough, he sputters alive, arms grasping out, and finds
her wide shoulders. Nell flinches, recoiling from his sudden movement, before
allowing him to rest his head over her shoulder. His breathing is ragged and
hot against her ear. A shiver runs down her spine.
“That’s buzzard bait if I ever seen
it,” he croaks.
Nell turns to a Ulysses panting and
sweating in the afternoon heat.
The man staggers up and says, “My
name’s Sherman and he’s a damn fine horse, ma’am, pardon the language. He’s
just baked to hell, I believe, ma’am. Pardon. Looks near to death.” At this, he
signals a cross over his chest and cringes, Nell catching his dropped shoulder.
“You need rest,” she says.
“Yeah and a posse.”
--
In the darkening evening with
Sherman lying in her bed, Nell bandages the wound as best she can beside a
flickering lamp. He looks at the loose wrappings. “Thank you, ma’am, but I
reckon this is the worst fixing if I’ve ever seen it.” He chuckles.
Nell arches an eyebrow. “All you’ve
ever seen is a gun shooting in the wrong direction.”
She fusses at the dirty bandages.
“Will those men be back?”
“I believe they think I’m deader
than dead. But ma’am, they’ll be back. They think I hid my share here. It
wasn’t much but––.”
“You hid stolen goods here?”
“Well ma’am, no but––.”
“Then why did you––”
“Will you let me finish, ma’am?
Now, I told them I hid it under your house. I thought I was a goner and didn’t
want to give them boys the satisfaction. It ain’t really here. I was just
trying to string ‘em along.” Nell glares. He, in exaggerated grimace, lifts his
arms. “Listen, ma’am, I am real sorry. I know I’ve put you out.”
She grabs the revolver from the bed
stand and inspects it, turning it slowly in her weathered hands, which shake
badly.
“You gonna use that?” he asks.
Slouched
against the fallen china cabinet, her father calls out to her, blood dripping
down his crushed face. He calls and calls, but she doesn’t answer. She cradles
her knees beneath the kitchen table.
Nell cocks the hammer back. “You
just gonna lay there?”
--
Nell waits for them in her father’s
reading chair by the front door while Sherman lies in the backroom bed,
bemoaning the pain and mice and lack of alcohol. The chair and floorboards
creak as she rocks back and forth. Nell begins to stand and stretch when he
falls silent. The house dies down and only the crickets make themselves heard.
They had agreed to turn off the lamps, so only faint light from the half moon
falls through the house’s windows.
A small click reaches her.
Ear-pounding booms follow moments
later from the back, shaking the windows and lamps and china. Sherman fires all
six rounds. She imagines the flashing of his muzzle lighting the room in
brilliance for the briefest seconds: from the dancing horse on his holster, to
a grimace on his wind-burnt face, to the shattered windows smashing against the
ground with a hundred moons captured in their prisms. The back quiets.
Boots stomp along the front porch
and stop at the screen door. The outline of a man rears up. She stands finally from her chair, wincing at
the mellow creaks, and rests her trembling palm against the hammer, pulling and
holding it half stop; her heart thunders, her ears still ringing from Sherman’s
gun blasts.
The man at the front kicks down the
screen and yells out, “Die you sumbitch!” He fires four bullets into the house.
Nell waits.
In the ringing silence, the man
peers with a heavy lean into the dark.
With a deep breath, Nell fully
cocks her revolver and kicks over the chair. It tumbles to the side and she
fires a shot at the moonlit silhouette in her door. The man screams and she
dives to the side and two bullets hit where she stood. Splinters fall around
her. A shrieking laugh bubbles out of the man, and he steps into the house––his
spurs clinking in an unsteady rhythm. He
repeats, “I got him...” When he reaches the spot where Nell had fired, his
confusion manifests in a loud swallow, heavy breathing, and violent shuffle to
reload.
From the floor, Nell quickly cocks
the hammer and fires, the bullet catching him in the chin and snapping his head
back. With a grunt, the man collapses and drops his pistol. She rises to her
feet and stands over him––a pleading mess––fires once more, then prods the
corpse with a boot.
She whirls on Sherman limping down
the hallway with a lamp in hand. He freezes. A small china cup tinkles to rest
in the cabinet. His bandages are bright red and fresh blood blooms from his
collar, but he grins.
“Well I’ll be if that ain’t the
deadest man I’ve ever seen.”
Nell smiles and the revolver falls
from her hand.
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